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I am in Paris. So I'm probably having a better day than you.


Ramble about France coming soon...

Darling, give me a rope and I'll hang myself.
I feel like everything that defines my personality is dripping away into some mold of what I will become when I am finally forced to conform to all of society's logical, structured definitions of living.
As I stood in a crowded bus station today, I looked around at all the people whose faces would be lost from my memory seconds later. They look this way at me, and in their eyes I am nobody, and empty, and alone. I might as well not be there at all. My existance becomes unimportant. Everything about me is lost as I sink into the mundane patterns of city life. And with such an unimportant life, why is there all this worry and sadness and stress? While the meaning of our existance becomes increasingly ambiguous, we grow up to attempt to fit in with a pre-defined, likely false, idea of what we are supposed to be.
I doubt that humans have fully evolved.
With a limited understanding of our purpose and our fate, we strive for either short-term or long-term prosperity, or a balance of both. Can we really say that man is evil by nature until governed by society, or even that it is society that has corrupted man, when all anyone is after is the possibility of their own well-being? In integrating into society, we lose originality and individuality, and as the thoughts of many become similar, our words almost cliche, we become comparable to others, equal, similar. The commoness of each person's thoughts makes them dispensable. We are nobody, and empty, and alone. We might as well not even exist.
Sorry, I'm rambling.

On a different note, here are my new tights. I fancy them.

well holy crap sonny, i'm alive.

i'm not sure where that came from. anyway. my french girl left friday. last time i posted is when she came so i'll start there.

so she come we go to school she doesn't have her own locker for a while she wears a lot of turtlenecks and scarves i think it's odd and one day we miss the bus and go to tiggywinkles and it was really fun we bought rainbow glasses and she really likes them too and we went to wangs noodle house and to the glebe and to marisha's and the tea store and corey's and stuff so it was good and then i got sick for a week and missed a bunch of school and her departure so now she's in paris again

I'M GOING TO PARIS WITH ADAM AND COREY ON SUNDAY!!!!

oh oh, and i have pictures from marisha's and the glebe:


marisha with one rollerskate


me trying to snog the sunmaid because she is quite sexy


aurore and i being classy


this is pete. marisha bought him in the glebe. he is highly important.


marisha and pete


pete on the bus, i'll stop with all the pete now.


me being hot (this is not my blazer but wow)


aurore at tiggywinkles


other things happened. i forget now though.
thank you, come again