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well i've been sick. and nothing's really new. but i was sucking on a lemon (not a metaphor, wankers) today and i realized that spatula's the coolest word ever. oh, also on the bright side of the sickness, i missed seeing the almost-naked bloke on tuesday and i watched a few movies from my list. anywho..i'll be at school tomorrow, as i haven't yet succeded in offing myself or achieveing nirvana or anything. someone come see tsunami bomb with me in may. buh bye.

the sens are out of the playoffs. justin's lovely dog has died. i just noticed that the ridges on my nails are back. pitre is a bother.
i am a sad little canadian at the moment.

on the up side, i faffed around with skippy after school and we got ice cream and then went to parliament hill to see and smell all the 4-20 stoners and to go see the kittens. there are actual kittens, it's not slang for anything. oh oh and russel is coming in juuuuune!!! that makes me happy. i am going to a play tomorrow. oh and we had a male model in his underwear come in for art. that was...special. um..yes.

don't worry, be happy.

i'd like for you to post your favourite quotes or lyrics or poems in the comments section for this entry. that would be just lovely. i'm making something.

it's funny how some things never happen

erin got me a fireman hat from the dollar store. i like it and felt-tipped pens and a clockwork orange. nick broke my pen, that was a nice pen.

"Walk into splintered sunlight,
Inch your way through dead dreams to another land.
Maybe you're tired and broken,
Your tongue is twisted with words half spoken and thoughts"
-grateful dead

i've figured it out. i want to be a fireman.

i saw chewy today! yayyyy!
i hate the maple leafs.

something is broken and i am going to fix it.
why do i do the things i do? i do a lot of stupid things.
i just realized the worst thing about leaving somewhere- i'm scared that after a time i won't want to go back. and that i'll lose the people that i left. and that one day i won't even care what kind of day you had or where you went or how you feel.
i don't want to forget the delightful way i feel when i'm home. i don't want to replace it, not even with this. this was home first- what's happened? i haven't a clue. but it's odd how sometimes i mind a lot and sometimes i don't.

"Tell me once more that you love me, and it just might break my heart."

i can't say i feel as bad as i should. oh well. maybe i'm part psychopath or something.

it's easter. and i'm doing homework. something's wrong with this picture.

oh yes- happy easter! or if not that then have a good spring break! and if not that then have a good long weekend!

my week- i wish i posted more:
monday- um. i don't remember
tuesday- i don't remember
wednesday- um...there were nifty people on the bus: nick, his girlfriend laura, girl who is nifty but who's name i can't remember...and then on the roof i was with rob and aaron and we saw this squirrel and it was the coolest thing ever doing jumps and backflips and what looked like kung fu
thursday- byron's birthday! (he's my friend with the pink hair) so there were a zillion people faffing around ouside shoppers in the rideau centre, of whom i think i've met half. i think they are super cool people.
friday- i won't go into that
saturday- the lady who used to be my nanny finally came and she brought her daughter and they are both nifty people.
sunday- that's today, easter with family at aunt, uncle, and cousin's house in a few hours.
tomorrow- CHEWYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you all. come and visit, i'll come as soon as i can.

how is already out there. i want to know why.
i want to write more often.
i want to go home. even if it's just for a short while.
i like things that are lemon flavoured. and phone calls. and easter eggs.
and i'm sorry for any unhappiness.
sula duck.

there's a snowstorm out. grrrr...